i might be too strung out on compliments
overdosed on confidence
faded way too much, i’m floating in and out of consciousness
asking for help is no one’s strong suite, it is like admission of weakness
to patch vulnerability , you have to expose it first
the flip-side being, by exposing a vulnerability you are open for exploit
we destroy parts of ourselves everyday
we photo-shop our warts
we edit the parts we hate about ourselves
we modify the parts we think people hate
we curate our identity
we curve it
annihilation is all we are
it does not matter where you go or where you come from
as long as you keep stumbling, maybe that’s all it takes
maybe that’s as good as it gets.
Stay Weird
The Boy
2 responses to “My DeFaUlT (Mr Robot)”
weakness in vulnerability,
so much like a silver lining
under a heavy cloud of judgement and insecurities,
tied down at the bottom of your dried up well of compliments,
beneath your shadow of confidence
emerging with a fake smile on my lips,
hoping that after its all over…
burning in my exposed parts,
i hate what i see,
even more, i hate what you see.
trying to get unmasked.
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