everyone is plugged in blindingly and articulate, obsessed with money and their careers, stupidly arrogantly content
i can’t talk to them, i fight them, i want to destroy them even. i crave interaction
i crave it but you just can’t anymore, they pull their devices out for every little thing to reinforce their petty convenient notions
to decide where they are going to eat, shop, what movies they going to watch and everything they ingest.
its like this is all a game and I haven’t been told what the rules are, or even worse if I had I am ill-equipped to follow
them. all I can do is provoke. i become spiteful am just as bad as they are. i am worse, I fucking hate myself for it. i
am so fucking lonely
why is the world so base?
why is it so insensitive?
why is it so selfish?
why am I am not for this world?
Sophie (Kristen Stewart on Anesthesia)