I wanna go back to my home
I just wanna go back
I wish that i could go back to when i was young
I just wanna go back to freedom
This are some of the lyrics, from the talented Artist and Musician Chris Brown in his awesome song called Home. In the song he talks about wanting to go back home where there was freedom, and where people are not changing because of money.
A Home is an environment offering security and happiness, it can also be a feeling, a valued place regarded as a refuge or a place of origin.
All my life, i wanted to grow older, for people to take me seriously, for me not to be viewed as a cute adorable baby, but to be recognized as me.
I never expected this, as a child everything was beautiful, there was no such thing as sadness. You were always loved and taken care of. As a child there was no such thing as lose, who am i kidding, yes there was, but you would never know it because the people around you will always shower you with love. In the normal world we live in, even if a wife and husband get divorced, they will always put the child first no matter what.
As a child there was no such thing as competition as it is as an adult, as an adult you must work hard for everything, compete with other adults for job opportunities, to get a better lover, a better house, a better life. Everything is a competition when you are an adult. As a child, you just there being taken care of and you still loved.
As a child everyone wants to hold you, carry you, in short everyone you come across in genuine. But as an adult, you will meet different kinds of people, you will find the friend who is with you because of the favors you grant them, you will find the girl or boy who is with you because of money or the fame that you have, you will come across the friends who say are down with you but when a tragedy hits they abandon you, you will find the ones who when they are with you, they are your best friends but when you are not there they are not they are talking behind your back, you will come across the ones who want you to fail and will do everything in their power to enable this, they will sabotage your work, pretend to be your friend and end up stealing your ideas.
I wanted the adult life so much that i felt so bad when i got to experience such people, the world as an adult is so ugly, i just want to go back home to when i was young, to when it was just me and my dad, mum and my brothers.
Life back then was much simpler and easier. I want to go back home where i was loved no matter my flaws, where i was accepted as i am, i want to go back to where there were no paper people, where everyone was genuine, i want to go back to where everything was beautiful, i just want to go back home.