the marathon continues

maybe am not special

and this is what it is to be human

like a mirror u see everything

but understand nothing

i get really quiet

when my mind is too loud

my days is a mess

my nights is a mess

my life is a mess

my life is a mess of happiness, sex, lust and obsession

but you gonna have to excuse my mess, yes

life can be a sick joke

It’s lonely

no one to talk to

and the saddest part is we are our own destruction

beauty is relevant

reveal your inner chaos

i want more out of life than this

and someday we will find what we looking for

how to stop time kiss

how to travel in time films

how to escape time music

how to feel time write

how to release time breathe

mankind is not evil, just uninformed

here is the good, here is the bad

here is the bad that is in the good

here is the good that is in the bad

here is life

we are all mysterious works of

chance/choice of nature/nurture

life is not about playing the odds

it’s about playing the game

but the most fucked up thing

is that no one wins the game

life is the art of dying

you know what

this place makes me wonder

Stay Weird

The Boy

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WaLL of WeirD

Life is like a box of timelines

life is a fucking nightmare

Being a person is a fucking nightmare

Life is too painful

or we just too fragile

Stuck in a body that is broken

a world that is literally falling apart

a mind that is killing me

Routine is an incredible thing

we became what we repeatedly do

and with fate the fucker who always wins

What’s the answer

There must be a meaning to existence

or otherwise the universe is made of pain

Mind over MATTER

Just let go

find beauty in the mundane

Enjoy the little things

My intuition is telling me that there will

be better days

Woke up an optimist

sun was shining

I’m positive

WE do not have forever

all we have is a single day

We all have this illusion that we are in control

things are always going to change

No matter how good u are

you are evil in someone’s story

I guess destiny is not the path given to us But the

path we choose for ourselves

It can be scary to ask yourself what’s next

all the doubts start to creep in

are people going to like me

can I handle a challenge

you can ask this questions forever

or you can just take the first step

We live in sensitive times

we have to evolve if we want to succeed

sometimes that requires us to share our vulnerabilities

so that we can see one another in a new way

Why do we fall?

so that we can learn to pick up ourselves

good thoughts

good words

good deeds

its not about the end its about the journey

dying is easy, its living that is hard

there are no stranger creatures, only bad people

StaY WeirD

ThE BoY

MiDDle ChiLD

I’m dead in the middle of 2 generations

i’m little bro and big bro all at once

i am both nowhere and everywhere at the same time

an empty space

a nobody

 

I really hate beginnings

it’s really hard for me to connect with somebody

when I met someone or get close to someone

i mess it up

i get frustrated

i am fixated

sometimes it’s easier when u not real

 

i am just in my shell

i have a hard time expressing myself

you know i am sensitive

i got a gentle mental

 

My mind doesn’t work right

i’ve been wanting something I can feel

so i filter my pain through the prism of humor & music

 

Tired of being trapped in my damn mind

depression and obsession don’t mix well

when you thinking too much u removing what’s moving

life is always happening when you busy making other plans

 

Youth is wasted on the young

its a hurt people hurt people generation

we get a life that is deserving

not a life of instant gratification

we are all slowly dying

but at-least some of us get to choose how

almost no good people exist

we ain’t perfect but we damn close

maybe we just want others to feel as worse as we feel

truly the injured generation

 

WE all need a sense of belonging WE all need to belong somewhere

 

It’s OK to be sad

it’s OK to talk about this things

go through this things

you not weird for being depressed

we are each our own devil and we make this world our hell

 

StaY WeirD

 

 

ThE BoY

LiFe iTSelF

All I ever wanted

was the normal mundane isht

everyone was taking granted

i just wanted to be happy

date the right kind of girl

have a successful career

have some cool ass people around me

but what’s normal anyway

what is the right amount of success

what is happiness

Success is balance in life

Happiness is just the absence of pain

We are all lonely

what we fight in life is not to be lonely

Life is the only reliable narrator

but it is also a complete unreliable narrator

because it’s constantly misdirecting

misleading us & taking us on a journey

that is really impossible to predict where

its going to go next

No one knows where their story is going to be

or who our hero’s are going to be

but that is life its what it does

Life brings you to your knees

so find your story

get back up & go further

Life will surprise you

It may be easy to wallow in the tragedy that shape our lives

and while it’s natural to focus

on those unspeakable moments

that brings us to our knees

we must remind ourselves that if we get up

if we take the story a little bit further there is love

Try to live your life with no expectations

for who gets the life they really want

Who could see the future

we may never know it

StaY WeirD

The BoY

i aM GeTTiNg TheRe, i GueSS

you know how everyone’s always saying

seize the moment,

I don’t know,

I’m kinda thinking

it’s the other way around,

you know like the moment seizes us

i have learnt that

Life itself is misleading, it tricks us

Real life is more complicated,

in life

there will be no shortage of people who will tell you how to live,

they will have the answers

of what you should do & not to do,

don’t argue with them,

say yes that’s a brilliant idea & do what you want to do

No matter what people tell you,

words & ideas can change the world

those who never change their minds,

never change anything

it’s important to have some laughs,

but you gotta suffer a little too,

otherwise you will miss the

whole point of life

success is not final,

failure is not fatal,

it’s the courage to continue that counts

you are strong because u are imperfect

you are wise because u have doubts

Learn from yesterday

live for today,

look to tomorrow & rest this afternoon

Everything will be okay in the end,

if its not ok it’s not the end

To be,

rather than to seem,

no one knows what it means

but it’s provocative,

it gets the people going

Every story has an end

but in life every ending is just a new beginning

HappY HolidayS

StaY WeirD

ThE BoY

NoTe to SeLf

All is fair in love and war

true value comes in the smallest imperfections

Every human being is a puzzle of need

learn how to be the missing piece

and they will give you everything

Find beauty in the human dilussion

believe in something even if it means sacrificing

everything

Eventually we have to walk away

the only way out is finding something you care about

We are children of a bad revolution

we want to replace true experiences with simulations

We don’t talk to each other

we watch talk shows

we don’t play games

we watch game shows

Thus the fallout of humanity

apparently explanation kills art

We were born naked

then dressed by time

The more you take the less you have

the best things in life

happen unexpectedly

Life is to be lived

not controlled

You think too much

you get unhappy

There is no point

that’s the point

according to one of the greatest artist’s StaN Lee

Life is not completely without its challenges

StaY WeirD

ThE BoY

VieWs

Sometimes wen u feeling helpless

the secret is to get out of ua head and help someone else

Next time someone asks for help say yes

we sometimes need to be meeseeks

 

Nothing is ever promised tomorrow today

change is inevitable

but we can always ask for help

Trust

 

It’s a scary world out there

we all have set backs

it does not mean we stop trying

Life always works out

usually

Am getting there

 

We all need friendship

support

independence

guidance

a push when you need it

 

Am bad at a lot of stuff

being around people

But one rule of nature is that like finds like

 

We are lost without connection

Hypothesis All souls are on the quest to connect

 

The universe has a funny way of keeping us humble

dont be so scared that we are going to die

you forget to do the things that keep us alive

it’s ok to fear the answers

But you can’t avoid them

 

Decide to be more decisive

always be grateful

i am just one of seven billion people in the world who are trying to fit in

 

For every pain there is a melody

for every trouble there is a harmony

that brings everything together

 

always remember that

everything happens for a reason

 

 

 

StaY WeirD

 

 

 

ThE BoY