the marathon continues

maybe am not special

and this is what it is to be human

like a mirror u see everything

but understand nothing

i get really quiet

when my mind is too loud

my days is a mess

my nights is a mess

my life is a mess

my life is a mess of happiness, sex, lust and obsession

but you gonna have to excuse my mess, yes

life can be a sick joke

It’s lonely

no one to talk to

and the saddest part is we are our own destruction

beauty is relevant

reveal your inner chaos

i want more out of life than this

and someday we will find what we looking for

how to stop time kiss

how to travel in time films

how to escape time music

how to feel time write

how to release time breathe

mankind is not evil, just uninformed

here is the good, here is the bad

here is the bad that is in the good

here is the good that is in the bad

here is life

we are all mysterious works of

chance/choice of nature/nurture

life is not about playing the odds

it’s about playing the game

but the most fucked up thing

is that no one wins the game

life is the art of dying

you know what

this place makes me wonder

Stay Weird

The Boy


WaLL of WeirD

Life is like a box of timelines
life is a fucking nightmare
Being a person is a fucking nightmare
Life is too painful
or we just too fragile
Stuck in a body that is broken
a world that is literally falling apart
a mind that is killing me
Routine is an incredible thing
we became what we repeatedly do
and with fate the fucker who always wins
What’s the answer
There must be a meaning to existence
or otherwise the universe is made of pain
Mind over MATTER
Just let go
find beauty in the mundane
Enjoy the little things
My intuition is telling me that there will
be better days
Woke up an optimist
sun was shining
I’m positive
WE do not have forever
all we have is a single day
We all have this illusion that we are in control
things are always going to change
No matter how good u are
you are evil in someone’s story
I guess destiny is not the path given to us But the
path we choose for ourselves
It can be scary to ask yourself what’s next
all the doubts start to creep in
are people going to like me
can I handle a challenge
you can ask this questions forever
or you can just take the first step
We live in sensitive times
we have to evolve if we want to succeed
sometimes that requires us to share our vulnerabilities
so that we can see one another in a new way
Why do we fall?
so that we can learn to pick up ourselves
good thoughts
good words
good deeds
its not about the end its about the journey
dying is easy, its living that is hard
there are no stranger creatures, only bad people
StaY WeirD

MiDDle ChiLD

I’m dead in the middle of 2 generations

i’m little bro and big bro all at once

i am both nowhere and everywhere at the same time

an empty space

a nobody


I really hate beginnings

it’s really hard for me to connect with somebody

when I met someone or get close to someone

i mess it up

i get frustrated

i am fixated

sometimes it’s easier when u not real


i am just in my shell

i have a hard time expressing myself

you know i am sensitive

i got a gentle mental


My mind doesn’t work right

i’ve been wanting something I can feel

so i filter my pain through the prism of humor & music


Tired of being trapped in my damn mind

depression and obsession don’t mix well

when you thinking too much u removing what’s moving

life is always happening when you busy making other plans


Youth is wasted on the young

its a hurt people hurt people generation

we get a life that is deserving

not a life of instant gratification

we are all slowly dying

but at-least some of us get to choose how

almost no good people exist

we ain’t perfect but we damn close

maybe we just want others to feel as worse as we feel

truly the injured generation


WE all need a sense of belonging WE all need to belong somewhere


It’s OK to be sad

it’s OK to talk about this things

go through this things

you not weird for being depressed

we are each our own devil and we make this world our hell


StaY WeirD




LiFe iTSelF

All I ever wanted
was the normal mundane isht
everyone was taking granted
i just wanted to be happy
date the right kind of girl
have a successful career
have some cool ass people around me
but what’s normal anyway
what is the right amount of success
what is happiness
Success is balance in life
Happiness is just the absence of pain
We are all lonely
what we fight in life is not to be lonely
Life is the only reliable narrator
but it is also a complete unreliable narrator
because it’s constantly misdirecting
misleading us & taking us on a journey
that is really impossible to predict where
its going to go next
No one knows where their story is going to be
or who our hero’s are going to be
but that is life its what it does
Life brings you to your knees
so find your story
get back up & go further
Life will surprise you
It may be easy to wallow in the tragedy that shape our lives
and while it’s natural to focus
on those unspeakable moments
that brings us to our knees
we must remind ourselves that if we get up
if we take the story a little bit further there is love
Try to live your life with no expectations
for who gets the life they really want
Who could see the future
we may never know it
StaY WeirD
The BoY

i aM GeTTiNg TheRe, i GueSS

    you know how everyone’s always saying
    seize the moment,
    I don’t know,
    I’m kinda thinking
    it’s the other way around,
    you know like the moment seizes us
    i have learnt that
    Life itself is misleading, it tricks us
    Real life is more complicated,
    in life
    there will be no shortage of people who will tell you how to live,
    they will have the answers
    of what you should do & not to do,
    don’t argue with them,
    say yes that’s a brilliant idea & do what you want to do
    No matter what people tell you,
    words & ideas can change the world
    those who never change their minds,
    never change anything
    it’s important to have some laughs,
    but you gotta suffer a little too,
    otherwise you will miss the
    whole point of life
    success is not final,
    failure is not fatal,
    it’s the courage to continue that counts
    you are strong because u are imperfect
    you are wise because u have doubts
    Learn from yesterday
    live for today,
    look to tomorrow & rest this afternoon
    Everything will be okay in the end,
    if its not ok it’s not the end
    To be,
    rather than to seem,
    no one knows what it means
    but it’s provocative,
    it gets the people going
    Every story has an end
    but in life every ending is just a new beginning
    HappY HolidayS
    StaY WeirD
    ThE BoY

    NoTe to SeLf

    All is fair in love and war

    true value comes in the smallest imperfections

    Every human being is a puzzle of need

    learn how to be the missing piece

    and they will give you everything

    Find beauty in the human dilussion

    believe in something even if it means sacrificing


    Eventually we have to walk away

    the only way out is finding something you care about

    We are children of a bad revolution

    we want to replace true experiences with simulations

    We don’t talk to each other

    we watch talk shows

    we don’t play games

    we watch game shows

    Thus the fallout of humanity

    apparently explanation kills art

    We were born naked

    then dressed by time

    The more you take the less you have

    the best things in life

    happen unexpectedly

    Life is to be lived

    not controlled

    You think too much

    you get unhappy

    There is no point

    that’s the point

    according to one of the greatest artist’s StaN Lee

    Life is not completely without its challenges

    StaY WeirD

    ThE BoY


    Sometimes wen u feeling helpless

    the secret is to get out of ua head and help someone else

    Next time someone asks for help say yes

    we sometimes need to be meeseeks


    Nothing is ever promised tomorrow today

    change is inevitable

    but we can always ask for help



    It’s a scary world out there

    we all have set backs

    it does not mean we stop trying

    Life always works out


    Am getting there


    We all need friendship




    a push when you need it


    Am bad at a lot of stuff

    being around people

    But one rule of nature is that like finds like


    We are lost without connection

    Hypothesis All souls are on the quest to connect


    The universe has a funny way of keeping us humble

    dont be so scared that we are going to die

    you forget to do the things that keep us alive

    it’s ok to fear the answers

    But you can’t avoid them


    Decide to be more decisive

    always be grateful

    i am just one of seven billion people in the world who are trying to fit in


    For every pain there is a melody

    for every trouble there is a harmony

    that brings everything together


    always remember that

    everything happens for a reason




    StaY WeirD




    ThE BoY