StoRy oF My LiFe

do you ever feel like the world is conspiring against you

to tell you that you are not good enough?

 

It’s a tough world

and

to survive you also need to be tough

 

People should say how they really feel

there is so much BS in the world not to

The world you see is just that

that’s just the way it looks

 

The most beautiful thoughts are always besides the darkest

People believe whatever supports their world view

 

The most valuable things in life are usually the most helpless

Humans are primitive vial race

 

Coincidence that’s all anything ever is nothing more

Life always happens

There is no such thing as fate

nothing is meant to be

Life has no meaning

 

Life Begins to feel like a countdown

this way in the morning

that way at night

then one day it’s done with you

Everything is temporary

 

Birthdays this days be the worst days

because I know am getting older and unhappier

I miss when losing my virginity was my only worry

 

Life too short

Don’t ever question the lengths

It’s cool to cry

Don’t ever question your strength

 

I try to live my life a quatre mile at a time

and

for those ten seconds or less am free

 

 

 

 

 

 

StaY WeirD

 

 

 

 

ThE BoY

 

 

 

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leTTeRs To LiFe

The noblest art is that of making others (just the few that matter) happy

Be grateful for what you have when you have it

I  have always wanted my own planet

where everybody loves each other

 

 

There are no heroes and villains

just people with different agendas

 

 

As terrifying and painful as reality can be

it’s only the only place u can get a decent meal

People need to spend time in the real world

 

 

Life’s a gamble

that’s the thrill of it

 

 

Almost non of us commit suicide

and almost all of us self destruct in some way

in some part of our lives

we drink

we smoke

we destabilize the good job

or the happy marriage

 

 

WE spend 1/3 of our lives asleep

and maybe that’s the time we feel most free

 

 

Sometimes I think I have felt everything I am ever going to feel

and from here on out I’m not gonna feel anything new

 

 

My happiness is not dependent on outcome

 

 

The world is on my shit list

 

 

 

Stay Weird

 

 

 

 

The Boy

FlaVorS oF YouTH

somethings don’t change

somethings do

 

this days everything is totally mundane

there is no beauty in the moments

 

sad really, but that’s life for you

 

have you ever thought about the future ?

some one recently asked me that

who will you be and where you will be ?

 

this got me thinking

 

remember when the world was ours ?

when we were young and young and happy ?

 

i realized i want a taste of that back

when i really enjoyed every moment

 

i really cant rewind back to the days of our youth

 

but

 

i am going to do whatever i want to do

why should i always listen to what people tell me to do

 

i want to believe in myself and follow my heart

even if that means being reckless

 

we are all traveling through time together

everyday of our lives

all we can do is do our best to relish this remarkable ride

 

maybe the things we lost touch with yesterday

are still out there

maybe its what is giving color today

 

Unfortunately we are young and careless

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Stay Weird

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

The Boy

 

 

SaMe KiNd oF DiFfErEnT aS Me

a soul in need, needs a way to express itself

silence is never the answer

when there is so much going on inside you

and you have no one to share it with,

that’s very dangerous

life is all about connecting

the three things that connect us humans are

love time death

we long for love

we wish we had more time

we fear death

we all just want to be loved

and we can’t stand being alone

here’s the thing

life is an endless series of train wrecks

with only brief commercial like

breaks of happiness

with death as a silent observer

the point is everything in life happens according to our clock

be patient

as Einstein once said

not everything that counts can be counted

and not everything that’s counted truly counts

it’s not always about the destination

its always about the journey

Stay Weird

The Boy

TwEnTy FoUr (Work in Progress)

in a particular uni, in a particular class the lec asked us what we were afraid of

everyone mentioned the usual death, snakes, spiders, ghosts, the end of the world

when it was my time, i said i was afraid of growing up

and everyone looked at me in awe, wondering what this skinny dude was talking about

so the lec also amazed asked me to explain myself

i told her that growing up comes with many changes

and i did not like to change who i was at that time

i was so afraid of the responsibilities that come with growing up

getting a job, working hard to keep that job, having to meet new people and make new friends

i liked my life simple as it was

just a skinny dude who wanted to date all the girls in his class

 

in the Twenty Four years

i have learnt to not be afraid of the unknown and live for the moment

because its all we have

 

i really do not know where i am going from here, but i promise it wont be boring

 

 

We are still the kids we used to be

 

 

 

 

Stay Weird

 

 

 

The Boy

SoRrY tO bOtHeR yOu

i swear life is a constant contradiction

as children we were taught to fear what can hurt us

but as adults we are expected to concur what we are afraid of

i guess natural order is disorder

i come from a different background

just a little bit younger but with the same hunger

i have always been an underdog

always wanting to prove myself

just trying to make my mumma proud

i am a rare dude i am a wonder

i got no game

it’s just that some females understand my story

life of the hopeless romantic lonely boy

i got 99 problems my head doesn’t need to be one

always remember to stay far from timid

only make moves when your heart is in it

and live the phrase the sky is the limit

i would like to end with a quote from one of my favorite characters MegaminD

the huge difference between a villain and a super villain is PresentatioN

again sorry to bother you

Stay Weird

The Boy

ApPaReNtLy

everyone has their position in this world

and apparently

this is my canvas (life) and i will paint (live) it how i want it to be

i really don’t have the answers for everything that has ever happened

somethings can’t be explained, they need to be experienced

bravery is more important than perfection

feeling is more important than thought

there is this idea of right and wrong

things just are

it depends on what side you are on

it depends on your agenda

what are monsters?

monsters are pure beautiful creatures we project our fears unto

are they even scary?

or are we just too terrified to look inside and see the ugliness and inadequacies in ourselves ?

i am not trying to say the right thing

i am trying to say how i feel

endings are sad but important

so goodbye

Stay Weird

The Boy